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Woke up today calling up your name, just like any other day the last 2 years before but more so recently. Only managed to close my eyes for an hour a day lately, hard to sleep. Feeling obsolete, ignored and outdated. Wonder whether this situation will ever end. It felt as if the dignity has been snapped out and the wound left bare to rot. Especially when the flesh is of older type.
Never felt so alone. No one to share the grief with.
Looking forward to the date between 2 birthdays. Whether it will ever heal.