Last Day reflection

Today is the last day of Ramadan (insyaAllah)
I hope you will always be happy love.
Makes me wonder whether did I took that happiness away from you before.
I have learned to only be on the side now.
Watching, reading and never to show myself alive, as you wished.
Never to communicate unless being communicated to.
If thats what it takes for your happiness.
Many a times, I almost succumb to temptation, rage and anger
but i kept reminding myself, don't do it, because
I care although I wasnt permitted anymore to say
I love you and I missing you
Today is the last day of Ramadan (insyaAllah)