Where to now?

I am in two minds this past few days. I've already gotten myself into the groove of doing my own thing since middle of December, and beginning to revel in the pace of business life except for the monetary part which is very much distressing and uncertain (for now) and cause sleepless nights. Then I received a welcoming news of a career challenging offer that would require me to be in a distant country for a couple of years. I would lead a team of specialised personnel to undertake a particular projects and tackle some contingensies. That sounds interesting right? The pay is generous and I figure I would come back later to continue the existing business with additional knowledge and preparation. Hows that sounds?

But then I'll be leaving the family behind and won't be able to 'contribute' the role of physically presence father in my children growing up years. That is a though decision. I have a week to decide. Till then.........

ps

I just received a reply from TMNET about the avilablity of Streamyx now in my area. Too bad though cos I am getting ISDN soon instead.