Wish for Eli

Birthday of Eli today.

Somehow the I had to force the smile which has since been gone. I should be happy for Eli. I should be happy for the love that I have been giving and continue to give. Even though deep inside, i never been happy in the truest sense. Recalling my old flame of school years whom I had briefly connected few months back (and somehow at peace with myself for a closure).

"Happy?" she would asked,

"Happy is relative..." said I.

love - Nui, Min, Wann, Dian, Ako and Eli

includes Ky, Ki, the 2 daughters....