Friday, October 30, 2009

Lost Notes


24/06/08
If I could bring back the time,
sana you should have just stick in your intention before,
that you would not love me,
that I would be just like another woman.
Sana, we wouldn't have dreamt of being together
and having a family of our own.
Sana, you didn't care for me or love me.
Sana I did not have this hope to be with you.
Sana, everything wasn't true.
Maybe you could not hurt me this much
and I will not care even if you leave.
But that is not the case.
I hope and believe you.
Until when you would have the courage to make us a reality.
....
....
....
Maybe I was right, that you just don't realize it,
that you already gave up even before you left.
that you only feel sorry for me.
Ang sakit sakit lang eh.
Because I love you so much.
I love you so much.
But I don't think you will allow us to be part of you
....
....
....

It was the best of times...

"It was the best of times, it was the worst of times; it was the age of wisdom, it was the age of foolishness; it was the epoch of belief, it was the epoch of incredulity; it was the season of Light, it was the season of Darkness; it was the spring of hope, it was the winter of despair; we had everything before us, we had nothing before us; we were all going directly to Heaven, we were all going the other way." Charles Dickens.

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Monday, October 26, 2009

Room Cleaning



Came across some memorabilia that was well kept. It was not forgotten.

Friday, October 23, 2009

H of H 2


So much of a coincident? Wondering out loud...

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Buffet Business Plan

Step 1: Put together a buffet restaurant business plan.
Your buffet restaurant business plan should be comprised of at least 3 smaller plans. Your first plan should cover your business set-up. In this plan include important concerns like buffet business licenses. You might want to visit your local city hall for restaurant legal permits and you might want to call the Department of Health for food regulation guidelines. Your second plan should cover your restaurant management system. In this particular plan add details like restaurant opening hours, staff turn over and job requirements, restaurant rules and policies and pricing system. On your third plan, it should cover how to attract buffet clients. After your grand opening date, what will you do next? Do you want to use membership promos; early bird discount incentives or maybe use personalized give a way like buttons or calendars?

Step 2: Get financing and find a location.
Start up cost for a buffet restaurant business depends mostly on your licenses, location and establishment remodeling needs. First determine how you will finance these expenditures. Will you take a bank loan? Will you self finance it? Do you know someone who can finance it for you? Once you have identified a solution to financing, determine next where to start your buffet restaurant business. Talk with a real estate agent for possible locations for your establishment. Then hire an architect to help you design it then hire a contractor who can efficiently do a clean job on the physical aspects of your buffet restaurant.

Step 3: Have a delicious and attractive line of menu.
Variety in food attracts a variety of people. Hire chefs who can cook a variety of American cuisine, Spanish style or Mexican style menu, Japanese food and maybe a few picked specialty dishes. Different tastes attract a lot of buffet clients. Another idea that will separate you from other buffet business competitors is of how fast your crew refills the food on each food station and the manner they present it. Buffet clients love quick quality food service. And also make sure that all the food area is clean. Food stations will be swarmed by people who will refill their plates so expect food on the floor, counters, a lot of dishes with leftovers and a busy washroom area.

Step 4: Make records.
Know your restaurant numbers. Know your peak business hours, profit per client, and utility cost per customer. Record and monitor your inventory flow. Know the strengths and weaknesses of your buffet restaurant plan by the numbers you measure.

Monday, October 19, 2009

I Know Him SO Well

Nothing is so good it lasts eternally Perfect situations must go wrong
But this has never yet prevented me From wanting far too much for far too long
Looking back, I could have done it differently Won a few more moments, who can tell?
But it took time to understand the man Now at least I know, I know him well

Wasn't it good, Wasn't it fine Isn't it madness he can't be mine
But in the end, he needs a little more than before
Security, he needs his fantasy and freedom I know him so well

No one in your life is with you constantly No one is completely on your side
And though I move my world to be with him Still the gap between us is too wide
Looking back, I could have played it differently Learned about the man before I fell
But I was ever so much younger then But now at least I know him well

Wasn't it good (oh so good), Wasn't it fine (so fine)
Isn't it madness he can't be mine

Didn't I know how it would go
If I knew from the start Why am I falling apart

Wasn't it fine Isn't it madness he can't be mine
But in the end, he needs a little more than before
Security, he needs his fantasy and freedom I know him so well
It took some to understand him Hoo ooh I know him so well

Informal High School Reunion

We had an informal high school reunion last night.
Actually it was almost the same buddies who had been keeping in touch since ie - Weng, Man Bola, Zaini Zainal, Amir, Max, Waltzco, Ramadan and the few, but this time around the invites went beyond this circle.
Not expecting much fun or fair for these types of gathering, I am really looking forward to meeting up with old buddies from the high school days. I would consider the 2 years with them in the boarding school was one of the highlights and the point when our future were shaped although not in its entirety.
The drive alone to the place was rather peacefully despite the area was rather notorious for night revellers. I reached there almost on the dot at 8:30 and luckily a car just pulled out from a spot opposite the restaurant. I made my way, not seeing many 'familiar faces' until i saw a long empty tables arranged conspicuously for 20 odd patrons. There's a tap on my shoulder as i walked past that group of tables, and behold Weng the organizer himself, chatting away on the hand phone giving directions to those still at lost.
We pick one end of the long table and before long, few more joined us - mostly the familiar faces. There were surprised laughter whenever a familiar face but not familiar figure made an entrance. Few unfamiliar faces that requires more jolts to the ageing memories but everyone took the next available seats without qualms. Notes began to be exchanged, firstly between the two who sat next to each other than across the table and before long, volleys of crosstalk began to fill the atmosphere. From time to time a few who would hold the group into stitches especially when friendly jabs were thrown to those who with regards to old flames and puppy loves. For a few hours, these 42 years old were like 17 again.
The best were always the last. Ahmad Radhi aka Pochong, the once 'notorious' kid that we all knew, and for a few years after our school years we were told of how lost he was when most of us were completing our colleges and universities finally came. He was a charming calm and contented man. Trying to recall our names each and everyone, trying to reconnect. I was a few lucky ones whom he recognized, well mainly due to my feminine namesake but he remembers those few troubled times during his many forced sequestered moments that we did talked about life, back then.
As nights wore thicker and midnight loomed closer, a more serious discussions took place and a resolution was made to make a formal reunion a reality this year, being the 25th years since 1984.
Pochong took helm upon request, to recite the closing prayers and we were not disspaointed but utterly touched and humbled by his choice of prayer recitals. Requesting us to say prayers to those whom has gone before us while we managed to meet up this time around. As I drove back home alone, in the calmness of an early midnight moment, reminiscing the same drives alone that I used to make where my inner resolved became stronger after each such reunions of the hearts..
I am recalling my earlier posts way back in 2006...

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Always On My Mind


Maybe I didn't love you
Quite as often as I could have
Maybe I didn't treat you
Quite as good as I should have
If I made you feel second best
Girl I'm sorry I was blind

You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind

And maybe I didn't hold you
All those lonely, lonely times
And I guess I never told you
I'm so happy that you're mine
Little things I should have said and done
I just never took the time

You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind

Tell me, tell me that your
Sweet love hasn't died
And give me
Give me one more chance
To keep you satisfied
Keep you satisfied

Little things I should have
Said and done
I just never took the time

You were always on my mind